ok this is going to be short on account of my mother is going to yell at me soon for not getting ready for bed

i'm making this to
a) have a new journal (for god's sake it's been FOREVER since i made my last)
b) to let people know i'm going to try to start uploading things again

i'm taking computer graphics (we get to mess with photoshop cs2 haha!)
so i'm going to make some icons while i feel like it
and because it requires me to have a flash drive, i can always write at school and upload it on my mom's laptop (woo not using my broken desktop)

that's about it
school is ok
seeing people is nice
homework is not
neither is applying for college (damn essay shit i don't want to do)
that's it for now

lots of stuff goin on
and by that i mean a whole lot of nada
school is totally pointless this week (woo not going to prom -_- no date!)
although florida was lots o fun (yay disney!)
i got a bionicle thing that shoots a spike ball (pretty well, to my surprise)
and EVA 03 (from Neon Genesis Evangelion-->if you ask me to pronounce that i will give you a hard time, i hate saying it all, so i shorten it to EVA or NGE)
if you don't know, i'm not explaining the series, go read it (the anime apparently had multiple confusing endings, although the manga just flat out ended abruptly...i can't find any past like...10 i think)
so anywho, 03 is the crazy black one piloted by one of the kids at Shin's school, who i didn't like as i recall, but he was no better than Shin, who was a whiny bitch.
in the end, the eva goes angel and they have to blow it up (poor kid :<
in any case, it's an awesome action figure that came with like 10 different hands to hold like 6 different weapons
it's cool, and i'm going to open it eventually....its power stupifies me o.o
not really....i just like keeping it nice till i really want to open it lol
i loved NGE...despite its lack of a nice ending

that seems to describe my life right now
kinda bored now...i don't have much to play 'cept pokemans
but i'm not able to play that for too long...i get bored
i'm about out of books...so i'm reading the stranger for lit-->odd book

everything seems to just get sucked into my black hole of a head and doesn't come out
i've been thinking too much
i wish i had an off switch
hmm....but then i'd be dead -_-

sorry i've been dead, i gave up on using my computer unless i need to...
i've given up on a lot recently
eventually it's all going to hit me and i'm going to crash again, but that happens no matter what
so i've given up on that too

-sigh-

so sorry for anyone who can't contact me outside the internet...don't expect me to be on much

RE5 is fun.
My complaints: Ally decides to use the handgun even when a better option is available (I give her grenades...she doesn't use them T.T)
Ally has retarded moments (oh let's stand here while the chainsaw majini KILLS ME...or...let's forget how to CLIMB A LADDER while my partner dies a slow and painful death)
Magnum bullet = 3 Semi-Auto bullets? since when does a magnum have 3x the power of a SNIPER RIFLE!

other than that...the game is excellent
i love the new inventory/buying system (SAD FACE NO MERCHANT OR UPGRADABLE SPACE)
for the most part, your partner can take care of herself and heals you when you get to low health
knife got double the range...so it's far more versatile
falcon punch (oh so satisfying)

p.s.-->you know how games today have been lacking epic boss battles? RE5 addresses this....in excess o.o
let's see....
1. chainsaw boss
2. bat boss
3. el gigante
4. back-to-back chainsaw bosses
5. no-place-to-run chainsaw boss (proximity mines=<3)
6. whale...squid...alligator......THING!

and that's only up to chapter 3-2
there's like 5 or 6 chapters!!!!

oh...and does anyone recommend something off xboxlive to buy? i'm debating over what to use my 1600 points for

so yea...all in all it's a great game...i can't wait to play coop

physics in fallout 3 make no sense
ok i shoot a super mutant who's up in a tower with a sniper, and he goes flying
FLYING
SNIPER RIFLE
those two words don't mix
although it did get me access to his ammo and such
it just makes no sense at all

in other news, i'm depressed
i want someone to hug